I love reviews and ratings to basically anything, but is there’s an website that specialized for that? Of course, AOTY and RYM for Music, Letterboxd for Film, Anilist for Manga and Anime, but I want to rating everything in one place, and I’m able to customize it and have an full control above it. So then, I should do it for myself.
I love writing and reading. I feel like that’s my own personal path to loving it. But I don’t really get the vibe on Bearblog. Everyone has it’s website, in that thing they’re ricing, make styles and tinkering, editing, and flex to anyone. But what should I flex, the style and writing of this blog is pretty nothingburger and mediocre. That’s why I always thinks that Bearblog is not for me, but it is just great to niche writer. It’s been already a year since I signing up here, it is incredible. The community is good, the writing is nonetheless fun to read. But in my mind, I always thinking like I can’t write like this.
Being lazy is my style, I can’t be any more consistent to do writing, cuz there’s no one really support me to do it. I have the hobby, I have the tools, but there’s nowhere I could get attentions. This is not like social media where I can get followers and friends, it’s pretty much independent yet feels wrapped in somewhere. I’m an person that always get bored, and just do whatever I want that gives me a different feels. If I felt bored with my current distro, I could move on in 3 days. Bearblog didn’t makes me comfortable with the freedom of component editing and styling. While I can tinkering the CSS and adding some HTML components to header, it’s just simply very limited to me. I want more.
Then, I could also finding an blog generators, they’re all works. The one that not really working is me. Vibes is everything, whatever that we vibed, we ended up getting overwhelmed while nothingburger. Bearblog is not perfect, that’s my point. In the end, there’s nothing that perfect like strong 10/10. Everything have the goods and the bads. There’s nothing that going to be my last resort, I’m an flexible person that easily adaptable to anything.
Bearblog is just very good when it comes to the community, which is warm and simply for me, but as blog maker it is not for me. It’s not like something is broken, it’s never changing and it’s stable. Sign up, write and freely change the style. But lack of motivation is just makes me not doing anything. This, my blog stylesheet is very boring, I hate it. I want to change it, but then I feel like there’s always something that simpler and better. That’s stuck in my head.
The default UI is just something that never really grabbed me, that’s why I writing this on AppFlowy. At the first, I just want an blog that packed with the blog editing and styling, but I didn’t need that anymore. And I also didn’t needed an upvote, it’s very pretentious for me.
It’s also for my pride, I want to living up my “W3Teal” name like it’s my secondary official name. You can search it in Google, ChatGPT, Calude, Gemini, and a lot of another search engines. So, I want to put all my personality, identity as much as I want. All I need is motivation, by using something unique and different, it’s makes me feel it. I kinda starts comfortable to merging my music with coding world. It’s feels very different for me then.
I makes music reviews in AOTY, and that’s when I started to having an whole new personality as melophile. I have 100+ followers, and that’s what makes me love to reviewing, I feel like there’s will be always someone reads my review. I learn how to creating an wordplay and emotion in my writing. Finding any characteristic and genre in musics is also very fun. Now I writing a lot more than then, when I felt stuck with the boring cycle.
And now, I didn’t take a hour to write something like this.