Whatever I did say about my hobbies and productivity, I am not an consistent person. It’s very hard for myself to do something straight away and on time. After school, I would be laying on the floor, and watching, scrolling YouTube content. I always said that I hate something addictive, but I still get into it.
Even thought I’m an flexible person, I can’t really handle things automatically like it’s my routines. I’m way too much rely on mood. I have so much idea of writing an posts, creating music, reviewing, but my body is just feels down to do such a thing. And it’s keeps repeating and I’ll break it like once in a week or month.
I always said that, If it’s not today, then tomorrow, or then. But the reality is, when? These simple productive things starts become unrealistic. Even if I write these all things, I may still not changing a little bit. Why it is so hard?