for context, it’s an narrow space between my home with my neighbor, with satellite antenna in top, this is where the window falls.
Imagine if you are in your comfy setup, sitting in a chair with rain in outside, vibing to your favorite music, done home usual jobs. You think It’s just alright like usual. Now, you’re want to close an window of your bedroom in upstairs.
Just like usual..
And for no reason, It’s broke.
You just do it like usual, but this time it’s fail. Like what happened? You’re done this like a hundred times. And now you’re guilty. It’s really unpredicted.
You just want to go upstairs and closing the windows and vibing, but instead you have to sort this mess out. So this is what I feeling now, but this is not the first time.
Before, I have break the water gallon because I using socks. I’m very fool right? So okay, this is just unpredictable, I’m depend myself by saying “Nobody knows”. But it’s won’t stop. In the end, I being guilty for something that out of my control. I never want it that way.
And then this time, I broke my window in the most random timeline I ever have. When I first saw it, i was like..feeling something that I didn’t even able to write, maybe like “is this even real like HOOOWWW”. I shocked, and of course I calling my parents. I saying that “I just do it like usual”. And then I will be called like, “not willing to do it”, “excessive”. I just really don’t know. Was I angry before I did it? Were my hands slippery before I did it? NO, I JUST DO IT LIKE USUAL.
I never wanted to break an water glass, an water gallon, or even an INSANE glass window. But somehow, I did it all. It’s all an fate, destiny, and sadly it goes to you. Doesn’t matter you want to do it or what, it’s still belong to you. Everyone will keep mad at you. So for you, you should mad to the fate. (Just crying)
Every time it’s happens, it’s always remembered me to that time like PTSD, and just be more careful, simply like that. So I can’t ever doing stuffs like usual if this keeps happen. Always be alert to anything, very sad. But still, nothing is higher than Allah’s destiny.
Maybe you’re will died cause clock battery falls to your water glass and explode in your face? That’s doesn’t makes sense.. Who knows?
I feeling lightest 0 ever for this accident.